May 2012
1 post
It's been a while.
So today I remembered that Tumblr existed. Haha. I got so caught up in this thing called journaling in an actual book. Which is much better. Especially the journal I have. It was a gift from Mother. It’s a rather large book of brown leather and pages of Gold. I will fill it’s pages and pass it down to future generations. So that that for years to come, my family will be able to see my...
February 2012
6 posts
A word from our creator
Get rid of that earthly mindset you’re carrying. It’s not doing you any good.
WOW
I realized recently that I am in a time of trial. I’m about to hit some type of breakthrough in my walk with God. I can feel it. It’s about to burst. I just need to keep pressing on. The Lord said this breakthrough will bring everything you have ever asked of me and more. I’m very excited about this stage of m life that is coming up. That explains why I’ve been so down...
Clouded Mind
I am not myself. I fear that I am becoming a monster. I cannot think. I cannot connect with God. I cannot connect with anyone I know. I’ve been consumed by frustration and anger. My heart is cold. I’ve stopped caring. This path I am going down is not the path God has for me. If I know that, why do I keep going down it? What will be the thing that pushes back on track? When will I see...
Pre-Retreat Excitement
I’m very excited about going on the Winter Retreat. Not because it is going to be a fun filled three days with my best buddies. No, actually I probably won’t be conversing with too many people. My goal for those three days is do nothing but spend time with the Lord and write poetry. I feel like that is what I really need to do. I was taking a walk one night with the Lord. I asked about...
The Grey
Once more into the fray.
Into the last good fight I’ll ever know.
Live and die on this day.
Live and die on this day…
January 2012
7 posts
Bing!!!
I’ve been such an ignorant fool. I’ve spent so much time wondering who my wife is. All because of a dream? I’m not saying that my dreams don’t hold truth. I’m simply saying that the truth they hold should not be uncovered until the day is right. I have put my current mission on hold. It’s been on the shelf collecting dust. It is time to put my crown back on and...
Newton's Cradle
I’m caught between two impacting forces. One force is based on something that I have felt for a very long time. Every time I see this force I find myself fighting it’s existence. Then eventually, I acknowledge it and get it in my head that this is the one force that is suppose to be driving me. The other force is based off a dream. Sounds silly, but I take dreaming very seriously....
1. What is your best friends name? Don’t have one. Don’t need one.
2. What color underwear/boxers wearing now? Boxer briefs to be exact.
3. What are you listening to right now? In Her Eyes by Josh Groban
4. What’s your favorite number? 42
5. What was the last thing you ate? A salmon Burger. (I’m a bit of a health nut)
6. If you were a crayon what color would you be? White
7. How...
A secret weapon
I had always thought that poetry was some that must be done for fun only. I thought it was for school projects and declarations of love. I recently discovered that poetry has a very different side to it. A side that not everyone finds. I believe finding this side has a lot to do with the person God has made you. I had been feeling for quite some time that God wanted me to write a poem. I had...
Definition
Yesterday, God revealed to me who I am in him. I was listening to a message by Kris Valloten. The message was on Prophets. He talked about how prophets are people that are very different than others. Often times misunderstood. In the midst of listening to the message, God spoke to me and Told me that’s who I am. I am a Prophet. The holy Spirit was on me the entire day. I was so hyped up on...
December 2011
12 posts
I can already tell that the next six months of my life is going to be quite an adventure. God has shared a few things with me. Things that will come to pass. Things that will happen in the future. He showed me these things mainly through dreams. For a while I was getting frustrated because I was having reoccurring dreams all signifying the same thing, and thought God was just teasing me because I...
I haven’t blogged in a few days. I guess I got caught up in the rush of Christmas. I had a very good Christmas. I got a really amazing 4G phone, which I am currently using to write this. Got a little tipsy last night. Then got sick after. That wasn’t too fun. I think it is sad that people get stressed out during Christmas. It suppose to be a time of Joy and rest. Society has made it...
You know…I really do not like being young. So many traps are set up in the teenage life. Unfortunately, due to lack of wisdom and experience we all fall for these traps. I remember telling myself that I wasn’t going to fall into some of those traps. Well that didn’t really work out. One trap was thinking that I fell in love. I thought I was in love. For six months I thought that...
Challenges are never easy to face. You think about facing them, then you talk yourself out of doing it. Deep down inside, you that you have to face whatever you’re going through. You have to look it in the eye and deal with it. Avoiding it is not going to help. It’s like a wound. You could keep the bandages on, but the wound will continue to bleed and will eventually get infected. Or...
I take dreaming very serious. I believe that dreams are messages and visions from God. Of course, with the exception of the occasional cold pizza dream and nightmare. For quite some time now, I’ve been having dreams about a person. Different dreams, but all signifying the same exact thing. This has happened to me in the past, and eventually I would see something in reality come to pass that...
I had an amazing experience the other night at church. A good friend of mine, gave me a prophetic word. The word was that the dreams I am having don’t always mean that they are going on in the present, but they are things that will happen in the future. Which confirms a great deal to me, because that is what God told me about my dreams. I have been having tons of dreams about a certain...
It’s unfortunate when people tell me that I’m insane, because I tell them that God told me to do something. They just don’t understand my relationship with God. That’s ok. In the end, everyone will bow before the creator of heaven and earth, and they will see the reality of him. I’m not trying to sound arrogant or exalt myself in any way. I’m just saying that I...
I’ve been doing a lot of thinking lately. Thinking about the person I use to be. Thinking about how foggy and hazed my mind was. The thoughts that ran through my mind, the ideas…the promises I made to people without knowing if I was going to be able to keep those promises. It’s all very sad. I laugh at the man I use to be. I wish I could go back in time and smack my past-self in the back of the...
It’s so funny to see other 17 year olds stressing out about things like jobs and college applications. I don’t know why, but I don’t worry about my future. I guess it’s because that I know as long as I have God with me, I’ll be okay. He has given me a peace that I cannot really explain. Along with many revelations of how small everything on the earth is. Things like...
